Stupid shit.

I am bored, disturbingly so. How did everything become so ordinary? I am fucking dark and twisted star gazer. I am partying fucking fighting guy not sleep over with the kids, in bed by 1pm on a Saturday. I need some change without terrible consequences. Without the madness of clinging to one another when all we should be doing is let go. Status quo is waiting for that hammer to drop and bickering about intentions and money, sex and all sorts of stupidity I don't care about. What's the next step? Foolish decisions beget foolish consequences. I need a vacation. Stupid shit silly shit.